blog blog blog...i'm feeling so lazy haha!typing these words just cost me trillions of joules of energy *zaaaapppppppp* lol i'm crappy!lotsa happenings but lazy miss bum bum is just so lazy to type bleahh!
last nite after work, went to eat supper with py at the coffeeshop...was just sitting there chatting and all then we heard this familiar chinese song being played over the radio
"dui mian de nu hai kan guo lai...kan guo lai...kan guo lai... *lalalalala*"
and all the memorioes just start flowing back...awww!it's like one damn popular tune back when we were in secondary school...both of us couldn't help reminiscing the past hee!so nice so nice!awww!i miss those days when there are teacher's day,national days,cny blah blah blah...and then like each class will have to put up performances etc...talentime,concerts,rehearsals that follow...all so much fun ahah!used to dread them coz will be squeezing our brain dry to think of what performance to put up...hahaha!but now i'm missing it all so much...and it's during those time when everyone starts to bond and enjoy school other than just the academic context...
looking back, we will just laugh how silly things were and how little we used to be... now almost a third (or a quarter) through life, you will then realise that you have actually grown comparatively alot... and it is at this point in time where everything starts pouring in... and you wish you could turn back time... transform back to the fourteen year old school girl who just wake up and attend class each day and ponders about where to go for the weekend or perhaps how the revision going for the upcoming tests... now what we have to think about is, maybe more or less similar to those days (since we are still students) but every tick of the clock is so precious and every step you take means something crucial...
i'm really scared by the prospect of having to grow up and having to face what the reality world may bring. heard stories of the working society where people use underhand methods to achieve what they want or in fact just to convienently push off responsibilities. also the fact where one day you might find yourself in that very same situation turning the arrow to face some other people. it's just so frightening how competition will eventually change the pawns involved in the game.
will everyone become different when they start working? will friends remain as friends? or turn into foe overnight?
ugly thoughts... i shall not dwell further into it... it's freaking me off... *shudders*
