saVed!!!

hMmm today just watched the show "saVed" with keL...hehe!feel this little tinge in my heart about the religion of chRistianity...hmmm pretty sensitive topic yea?!i apologise if i'm not very tactful about it...anyway i won't deny tt i had quite a bad impression on the whole idea of it because of several occassions...i remember this V'day party thingy that was held in this particular church then after all the partying and stuff...the organisers dim the lights and start doing this sharing thing...it was quite frightening thus giving me this satanic feeling about the whole idea coz it was dark and to emphasize it, there was this spotlight shining down on the person talking...and then when he ended his story he started prompting ppl..."step forward and receive christ.come dun be afraid to reach out to him...(stuff similar to tt)" not only this one incident,also i remember i was bug by some over-friendly auntie who was promoting christ at the bus interchange back in sec 2. letters kept coming and the phone always ringing every so often...also when i visit a church back in japan,i saw ppl crying/sobbing as they sing the christian songs...is it a little overdone?!think it's because i dun understand and see what is going on behind the scenes, but i find it obtrusive...perhaps i'm just not used to religion being promoted this way...

and i was just thinking perhaps without those behaviours from the over-enthu believers perhaps i might have become one of them too haha!(yes eugene can't find anything to prove it wrong) but one thing about it is that sometimes i feel that christians gives all the credit to the infinite one...always thanking god for everything and i really mean EVERYTHING!!!i am just suggesting that maybe one can get some credit for oneself maybe?!u work for it...u deserve tt little bit of self-appraisal...so give it to urself yea?!

for the above evaluation, i sincerely apologise if it is offensive in any way...do condone my lack of sensitivity in any way...thank you!

aS wE...sKip to tHe rigHt, aS wE sKiP to tHe LeFt..

lalalalala!as the song goes(my own version) :
As we skip to the right,as we skip to the left,
As we skip school now and as we skip school then.
With a heel and a toe and a half turn around,
With a heel and a toe i skipped school 2 days!!!

haha!yes so i did!however i did a little work today as compared to yesterday hee!oh ya must tell u guys smth...u know nk have wireless?!u need to pay to use it!!!and i didn't know about it...so dumb dumb!!!spent like half the afternoon sitting there (tt's why the work done came in hee) then the later part of the afternoon went to the library and found out we could use it free there bam!!!so dieow!waste me & beRnice's time...so silly man!!!i'm so amazed haha!

anyway i brought my cousins down to play with the lanterns and candles...HaPPy miD-aUtuMn to aLL!then i think back...why kids always so amazed with playing fire?!haha!will try to burn anything to get a big fire haha!then they will be staring at it with awe hee!so cute?!adorable?!hmmm dunno what's the word to describe...yesterday my house downstairs there were a bunch of kids playing with fire and i think the fire gone a little out of control and was emitting black smoke but they were still throwing things into it...it ended up with the fire brigade,the ambulance and the policecar arriving under my block...scary!but think it was just a minor burnt...nth major coz after twenty minutes the park was filled with darkness again and maybe a few street lamps here and there lighting the place up...yeah!the serenity returns!

shall go to my books now...exams in 35 days time...and so the countdown begins!!!

tHe ineVitabLe haPpeNeD~

hehe!guess what?!i didn't go to school today haha!was actually thinking of going but i overslept so there goes my first lesson,maths...then i showered everything thinking whether should go school for the rest of the lesson but then i find tt it is pretty much a waste of time...bleahh!so ended up not going...then when i decided not to go i found out there's 2 quizzes...1 math and 1 econs...so ended up getting a mc...but after reconfirmation the econ test is next MON so dieow!but still i need the mc for the math test blah!this is so nonsense...oh no i'm back to my jc habits haha!always poning if not going in late...*tsk*tsk* oh no i need to mug!!!have to mug!exams round the corner...but why am i feeling worried about myself not worrying?!goodness me!!!pLeaSE bug me ppL...to study!!!oh just now told jeff about me not being able to meet him when he come back...he sounded so sad *booo* sorry jeFf!...and well i do remember ur bday haha!was just feigning it hee!when u get ur gift u sure jump!!!haha!it's a caRe bEaR...i think it's cute but for a guy...well,er,who knows?!then just now i also chat with blair...was so happily telling him tt i'm going vancouver end of yr but apparently he's in toronto which is 4 provinces away and he needs to take a flight over if he wanna meet me...awww!!!so sad/disappointing/everything!!!was thinking maybe can meet him up or smth...tt'll be so cool!but...i guess just not fated =( it's like so near yet so far!daMn!!!unfaiR!let's hope the itinery includes going somewhere nearer...maybe a car's drive away tt'll be good hee!anyway think i better go try study a little...hee!tata aLL! -love-

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SIGHS!!!BIG SIGHS!!!okie enuff sighing...i always tell others sighing is bad for health so i should set the model example haha!just ended work not long ago...well well,another busy day at work!guess what?!the mr nice guy came again!unbelievable i tell u!i think he's nuts!he came with 2 friends who are so so losers!!!i feel sorry for him coz it's like they order like hell lotsa food and he ended up paying like damn alot $250 for 3 persons!!!...and 1 of the 2 guys stuck out the tongue when they see the bill~cRAP!!!super bugGer!!!can't stand them!!!but they are cRazy i tell u!!!6 baskets of samosa...3 sets of mushrooms...2 dozens of oysters...one $60 red wine...4 cups of honey & lemon...2 pots of tea...1 mussels...2 beers...2 coke...and before that 3 main course!er think tt's about all tt i remember...it's cRAAZZZYY!!!they sat there from like 7 plus to almost one~shift here there everywhere!!!but end up...he left $40 dollar tips but the boss take half then me & janice split half~!!!nuts nuts nuts!!!but my boss super funny say we should address him 'godfather' coz he's like spending so much...(it's already his 4th nite in a row here this week & each time he spent not less than $100) but feel so sad for him coz he have 2 leechers as friends...well well today at work was cRaZy!so many many ppL...i was running here there everywhere...then janice came late too so i was alone for half the nite *boo*...almost went berserk!!!now i know why sometimes the boss there so crazy too ahha!driven mad from working!*laughs*i'm tired...i dun wanna go school but i can't coz my mum will skin me alive~sobS!!!*yawns*shall turn in now...tata ppL! zzzZZzzzzzzzzzz... ...

*SCREAMS*

i'M sooooooo aNGRY!!!aRrrrrrr!!!can't believe it!i got outbidded again!!!aHhhhhhhhhh!kill me pLs soMeoNe!so sad!!!jeFf's pResent down the dRain again...1st time was when i wasn't at home or smth...i wasn't online and sorta forgot about it~now heRe i am but yet i let it slip under my nose!!!aHhhhhhhhhh!!!so angry!now gonna settle for a 'buy it now' gift~no moRe bidding i hate it!!!so haTe it...blaaaaahhh! *putt*

i'm happy!feeling like the sunshine...

woooo!puuuuuuuuRrrrrrrrrrrFfect!!!hmm spent like 2 hrs editing the template...*wipes perspire* finally it's done!*te te te deng* here i present to you...my bLOg!newly 'fuRnished' hope u like it haha!lotsa trial and errors...well if only i'm so hardworking when it comes to work*sneers*anyway went to my workplace there again to chill out with john,bren,zhiqin,poh yian and liqi too!the guys were watching soccer leaving the girls to rot -bleahh- but well it was over right at twelve haha!and fortunately me & liqi manage to get the last bus home hee!just now b4 i went out...my auntie gave me a belated birthday 'present' hee!well it was a BIG ang bao!!!haha!inside have like 3 blue notes!!!so happy!but yet quite shocked coz it's alot...hmmm but she says it includes my effort for bringing her maid to the polyclinic(which was like a 3 hour affair!*faints*) haha!'m happy!feeling like the sunshine...hee!but so sad coz this week no time to spend with my dar dar...*sobZ* today he book out at noon...but i was still feeling tired so went back to sleep...then he went jamming at nite...well at least we got together for a while just now to watch the match hee!but tomorrow(act is today!) he have some running early in the morning then at night need to book in at 8pm!stupid NSF!i HATE u!deprive me to spend time with my dear...sigh!what to do,what to do...no choice too SIGHS!next week k?!more time more time!then we can game hee!just bought four new games for his PS hehe!later shall play hehe!yEah!i'm happy!feeling like the sunshine...but guess the sun needs to rest to...so all prepare for sunset *laughs* tata! *waves*

P.S:i think i have dEcided...vAncouVer it sHaLL bE!soRry jeFf!but caRe to joiN mE b4 u come to back to singapore?! *chuckles*

diLeMma,diLeMma~

oH no~this iS soooo bad!!!well heRe's what happened...jeFf's is coming back to sg on 13th-20th dec...but now my uncle says he wants to bring me to vAncouVer for skiing fRom 6tH dec till 20th...wHat to do?what to do?!sigHs!!!

gReat day...gReat way...gReat PAY!!!

hahaa!i'm feeling so hysterical now hee!just got home from my part-time waitressing job at this place called the grape vine club...sounds cool yea?!today is my happiest day at work...coz previous times when i work there the boss not very nice hmpf!always like super unfriendly bleahh!unfair!then when those girls who work there before comes for work...he talks to them like super friendly grrr!but the girls say he's like tt to new girls...hmpf!so coconut!anyway today was a super super busy day...ahhh!so tired!but then well the saying goes u reap what u sow haha!for all the hard work,we received $50 dollar TIPS!!!can u just believe it?!it's like so damn alot!!!my very first time!i cannot imagine man haha!so generous!thank you mr nice guy!hee!usually my normal pay rate is five per hour...but today tt fifty bucks like almost pay me twice more than my normal pay(i work only 4hrs usually hee!ie $20 tt's so pathetic rite?!hmpf!)but i ended work late today so my boss gave $60 instead woo!so just alone for tonight we both got $110!!!so so happy!then after that we went for supper(w/o our boss thought hee!)then i found out then my co-waitress, janice is super exactly like me~hee!lotsa common interest and the character pretty similar too hee!all so outgoing kind haha!a very nice girl very cute too hee!i like her haha!(but i'm not lesbian k?!)haha!then u know what?!when i came home just now i took a mercedes cab haha!then i talk to the uncle quite happily and then when i reach home...i just conveniently get down the cab~so embarassing!!!i actually forget to pay haha!so dieow!!!haha!but in the end i did went back to pay...and well like what janice says this goes to show how tired i am hee!tt's true though haha!okie so i guess this tired little girl shall go rest for now!but ya i'm so so happy today!a fat pay at job...a mercedes home...ahh,tell me what else can a girl ask for?!zzZZZzzzzzz!

a pRomise?iN a caN?

what are promises about?!well to me it's something that should be kept and not broken...however in these times,who really do keeps what they promises?!promises made between adults and children,adults and adults,children and children,teenagers when in love(puppy love haha)...so many many kinds~but most often than not it is broken rather than kept!just watched the show "The Terminal"...for the second time haha!it is a very meaningful show which i would strongly recommend all to watch...unexpectedly it didn't turn out much to be a romance comedy but a show filled with hidden meanings of life!perhaps after the director is not tt bad after all!i'm rather inspired by the show hee!life is about waiting...everything in life u have to wait!to get ur notes,to serve the net,to use the com(unless u have ur own pc however there's also the connection factor...),to get on the bus,the train,for ur friends,teachers,parents to come home etc.etc. hence i conclude that to survive in this world u have to be real patient about everything~but how long can one wait before the thing they want really happen?!time continues to slip away when u waits...it doesn't WAIT for u!not only that i believe there will be times when people miss that very moment because of whatever-nots...what happened then?do u give up?or do u continue waiting?exactly how long does one needs to wait?one's life span is only this long...with that much waiting how can one live life to the fullest?well perhaps now it's time when the SMU spirit comes in haha!PLAN AHEAD!!!*te te te deng*haha!okie not much link~*zzzAaaPppp!* back to where i was, i believe most people are waiting for something to happen maybe we should go make it happen?!but for me i think i will just wait...most prob for the impossible to happen...but since it's impossible why wait? *ponders*