itinery for the week

went for my orientation today...boring boring boring!!! just talks and talks...poop!

anyway my plans for the week are as follow:

1) pack up my room

Goodbye engine notes/books and say hello to business texts

2) more tanning

Trying to retain my tan... though the process is painful, i shall persist and be black for once! Who's interested??

3) SHOPPING!!!

I need clothes! It's an excuse but heck, Marina Topshop is having a 20% discount for all UOB cardholders!!! MUST-GO!!!

4) PLAY MORE!!!

Last week of freedom. Lesson proper next week hee! Movies movies!!! I miss the feeling of being in a cinema sobs! I've only watched Final Destination 3... there's so many others i wanna watch!!!

Very well, agenda for the week... who's free to join me?? Ask me out haha!

With text messaging conversations, unlike real conversations, the time that you spend waiting for a reply is irritating and a little painful... making you think, "Oh, he's not going to reply anymore," but then you get a long message. At a moment like that, the words that aren't that meaningful can seem so endearing.

sun-kissed

lately my life been bustling with activities...okie maybe not so 'bustling bustling' but just more things to do than usual hee!

on wed, went driving early in the morning(8.35am!!!) then went to lane's house and get some tan... at first she was still saying 'aiyah yio chu kang sun very bad...a while have then later it disappears...not good for tanning' but it seems like that 'bad' sun managed to gimme a reasonable burnt which only settle in in the later part of the day...and now i'm aching all over booo!!!

today had 2 driving lessons back to back...woo shiok but quite tiring too...my legs could barely walk after it...oh and i had my first minor accident today...some company van bumped into my backside while i was driving on the road...damn! it was a stop line...and being a probational driver i would have to definitely stop at the line... he being all careless, neglected the fact that i'm still a noob on the road and drove too fast and bang into me...so dieow! though i wasn't really traumatised (or maybe u can say unaffected actually), my instructor was completely distracted by it. hence resulting in him not being able to concentrate in teaching...poop! waste my time and money... and still dare to brag about how good how good is he when he's only there for 4mths!!! grrr!!!

anyway had a great evening with my girls...went to eat at spaggedies & had the usual yummy italian chocolate cake *slurps* then we went to esplanade and chit-chat...nice nice! always not enough time to spend with them...booo~

kk i'm drifting off now...

zzz

my favourite girls

 

my sun-tanning kakis...lane and asthee

 

my new favourite toy

 

happy

when things go your way, won't you be glad?

well, i would.

kekekekekekekekkeke

time makes everything go away

wear and tear brings the hardest rocks down. and when it is something as fragile as relationships, what more can one say.

with the years, i have seen friendships growing stronger and very sad to say, the opposite as well. there were friends whom i was so close with back then and now i found it hard to relate to them. meeting up with them sometimes felt so much more of a chore coz it was hard to find a common topic between us. i understand everyone grows up and excel in different aspects in their lives. however it just saddens me when i cannot seem to find something to talk about. i feel so out of their lives as much as i want to be in it. it is so depressing. frankly i really do miss them. i guess partly it's my fault too, not spending enough time & effort to know them more.

resolution for the year: meet up with friends more!

and since i'm at it, i might as well blog more coz i dunno when's the next time i will be doing it again. i'm a lazy oinks that don't commit to blogging religiously. sometimes i feel i'm a workaholic or it's more like i feel enslaved to grapevine. i'm always hanging around there so much. it scares me sometimes haha! but you know, it's like attachment to the place so can't help it rite hee!

talking about working, i was sexually harrassed the other day by this half-drunk LESBIAN!!! my goodness... nothing serious but still it was quite shocking. she poked my breast! madness la~ my this bung friend was so angry when she heard it and was yelling at me for not standing up for myself...but but tt lady was drunk! what can i do rite? enough of this... another matter is this bung customer added me on friendster when i dun really know her... i think i'm sparking off lesbian aura oh my oh my!!! i need a boyfriend soon lol! to ward off all these unwanted attention~ brrrr!

talking about guys... seriously it just irks me off what they do. saying one thing and doing another. i'm not a saint of course but at least i dun go promising someone one thing and not do it. damn it! never promise anyone anything unless u are really certain u can do it. o yes correct how could i have forgotten? the techniques guys have up their sleeves when they are after u! YES! that's it... here they come saying this one thing and when the chapter closes, they forget all about it and goes repeating it to another girl out there. well well guys being guys and girls being victimised, all the time. guys really pisses me off grrrr!!!

today is just not a good mood day. i might be ranting my frustrations or it might be a factual issue. it's up to you to judge and definitely up to your own conscience. god knows and you know best...what you have done and what you have not...

peace to all

an urge to post

came home from work. showered. wet hair. me awake.

recently i can feel my body undergoing a change. now all my bones in my body no longer feel like mine. it belongs to a category called "LAZY". heard of it? yes, LAZY bones, you got it. i have them all over in me.

plenty of free time but o well the room of yours truly remains just as it was 3 months ago. or was that 4? i can't recall. i just hate throwing things away. or rather i'm bad at that. i attempted clearing my room a few months back. i remembered throwing away 2 huge thrash bags. somehow, my room is still cluttered with many things. poop! can't seem to find proper storage for things. my bags alone, i think occupies 4 compartments and still there are some laying around on my bedroom floor. argh! seriously i dunno where to store them. some are too HUGE, some are small. bleahh!

tidiness is such a chore! gosh! but yes yes, i should start clearing up soon esp my engine notes and the mountains of textbook which i hope i can resell for some money back. they are all almost brand new! please my peeps in ntu, please help me keep a lookout who wants to buy textbook k?! the year ones etc. thank you in advance!

hmmm did i mention i will be having my first driving lesson this tues? okie okie i know many of you already have your license. but recall the very first time you went for your driving lesson. weren't you excited like i am now? haha. please agree with me. if not remain silent.

regards to the title, i have done myself justice.

my bed is luring me now...

nites.

my playground... no more

flashback to when i was a child, my first contact with a kid's favourite spot was this shoe playground across the road near my grandma house at serangoon north. another one was a few blocks aways with a small swing. they were the kind which was filled with sand and each time u have to take off your slippers and bare your feet to the coarse sand. on a hot sunny day, it is warm and comforting which make me linger on and running all over. on rainy days, the cold and slimey feeling usually drives me away from the already deserted playground.

then the one few blocks away disappear behind construction walls. WALA! new playground... those with cushion ground~ i liked it because there was no longer the urine smell. the main thing was there was a terrific swing which allows you to swing real high. perhaps 180 degrees too, that is if you're adventurous enough.

soon enough, my grandma shift to stay with me. back in my bishan house, there was the kinda sandy playground too. but then i was already in secondary school so not much attachment to the playgrounds.

now the present place where i'm staying, at first there was only one small playground. then they evolve a big piece of vacant land to become a small version of the pasir ris park kind. equipped with a mini spider web...used to have a hammock...and little tree houses sorta...and the best part the SWING!!! those tt allows u to swing real high...my favourite! well it's been 6 years since i've shifted here... again, the playground went under refurnishing. tada! now the playground enhances teamwork! everyone must work together then you can have fun... it's interesting~ they have this merry-go-round thing which needs 4 people to cycle and allows additional 4 passengers in between the 4 cyclists (get the idea? i'll try to post pictures or smth) but sadly when i was down there just now, that was the only thing i can manoeuvre by myself! the rest all needed another person, some of it needed 2 other and some needed 3 others to really have fun. there was this see-saw like thing tt needed another person then it will go round and round with the 2 person bouncing up and down like balls. very innovative i must say... but i want my swing!!!

where have my playground gone to??sobs

P.S: the above was posted in boredom. thank you for your kind attention.

okie okie...it's been long time since i really did do an update of my life...what's going on, how's life etc.

so this shall be a long long entry (i hope) ... wanted to blog the other few times, most of the time the train of thoughts just never did flow. *crossed my fingers* today shall be different hee!

christmas passed, then new year...well now even chinese new year is gonna be over soon. remember it wasn't tt long ago when sherry, dy and me was sitting at grapevine talking over dinner discussing about dy's 21st birthday party... now tt's over too!

again...HAPPY 21st! my ever dearest dy... hoped you had fun tt night hee!we shall go again yea?!

past week, it have been lotsa playing, eating, late nights and SHOPPING! can't help it when you have nth to do all day long...

oh and for those who didn't already know, i have officially withdrawn from NTU. reasons being the inability to perform plus it's pretty meaningless to continue another 3 years to complete smth which i doubt i would do in future... so yes i'm moving on to monash university, doing business...currently will be doing it locally at tmc ie near capitol and very near smu hehe! still waiting for their reply though... they just take forever to reach me!!! talking about tt i have to ring them up soon...booo! school starts end of feb bleahh...

nowadays... my life is just so tai-taiish! esp the last few weeks... it was like shopping then chilling out at cafes with friends. nth to do at all...oh and yes i have gotten down to getting my license just tt i have yet to begin my practical lessons...waiting for the empress' financial aids hee!

now what else are you guys missing out...hmm oh yes my dear asthee darling have gotten her license lol!one time pass k!dun play play! and the first time she drove me out..we had such a great time exploring mustafa and supper-ing too haha!in future there will definitely be more fun times hee! congrats my dear again*muacks*

anyway i can't think of anything to blog for now...guess tt shall be it for now...will do so again k hee!