simplicity is beautiful: March 2006

well the results of a fun fun week...was a day of no sleep boo! i deserve it though for doing it so last minute... didn't think it would be so tough but somehow through the entire night that i was up my train of thoughts just kept running off track =(

it's like...write A line then think for 15 mins for the next...then maybe delete part of it, then write again... it like no flow poop! even this morning i was still struggling to get it done before my class... can't do it sobs! guess i wasn't prepared enuff or didn't research enuff... sucks!

thank you my dearest asthee who help me proof read and told me what to write more etc. also jiaxuan who help me proof read the 2nd time... sorry girls if u guys got into any trouble during class... but yes i heart you girls so much! i want to see you!!! 2 more weeks argh! you girls hang in there k...exams gonna be over soon weeee!

thanks ah lai for ur chocolate gummies...it's making me fat though *poke* but i'm enjoying it haha!

well this is very much a blog as you post picts up...hahaha~ i'm bored hee and i took quite a number of picts...so the end results keke!
Last wed went for dinner with sherry en and shayne... oh my gawd! those 2 coconut made us laugh so much keke! had so much fun with em and our usual camera whoring lol...our 1st 3 mths days...so nice so nice~ well till now i still marvel at how close we are even though it was just a short 3 mths lol...
look we are seriously such camwhores haha! but it's darn fun lol...
oh yesh before i forget...my dear moo moo please take care yea? read ur blog and like so many perverts lurking around eeeks...so dangerous! i miss you hun... =( u make sure u study hard k...dun keep playing around behind my back ah hahaha!

and yes to end off... i miss doing this...boo boo pants...

it's been a fruitful and productive (in terms of fun) week.

went clubbing with my fellow grapevine colleagues at mos on friday night till the early hours of sat morning. had lotsa fun dancing with my dear vanes at the rnb floor. the rest didn't really like the crowd so they were sitting outside. but well it was fun nonetheless! been long time since i have danced to my fill haha! woke up feeling achy all over bleahh!

as for earlier on, went to marina south with my BOB. had the steamboat dinner and headed down to tiek's lovely apartment after. seriously, TIEK, your house is always so nice *jealous* felt really good to be chilling around with the familiar company once again. it used to be a nightly affair whereby one will be strumming away on the guitar(Tianfa or tiek or sometimes zhenghao) and the rest of us humming softly to the tune. occasionally, we will be drowning booze and some of them get real high and start singing ie VERY rare lol! (right, Hansen? haha!) the special appearance made by mr Andy Sam in the middle of the night, all the way from hall 8, to help those in need(James & the rest of us too) of explanations back in hall 12 function room. also the vainess of Adam and Yida tsk tsk.

that few hours was all it take to make me realise how much i miss em all. the company through the lonely long nights back in hall... the laughters that it brought along even though sometimes it was pretty much crappy and indefinitely lame... the vulgarities that you guys sprout... even the second hand smoke that i always inhale back then... the late night suppers... the no-sleep-before-exam act... i miss em all!!!

it will always be so unforgettable... =(

why the fark msg when you're falling asleep?

sorry for the vulgarity...
thing is i hate people falling asleep on me when you're on the phone

(SMS counted too...you are BY the phone)

a piece of crap

Deep within, have you ever felt like a packet of m&m's chocolates? Not in this pretty state, but the half-melted and the shell peeling away but not completely stage. You, being the chocolate wrapped within the shell, protected by the outer shell. People or daily happenings being the colourful chocolate shell outside.

As time passes, due to improper storage, the packet of chocolates might be left out in the open for too long or maybe dropped onto the floor etc. When you open up the packet, you find the chocolate shattered and perhaps discoloured and for some, a part of the shell might have fallen off. All of which, i feel, can be related to how our life mould us to become who we are.

The handling of it reflects how our environment exerts pressure and us, undergo changes and tries to resist it by outgrowing the shell. Discolouration is easily seen as how one thing is related to another and how it influences us and affects our decision for another matter. But somehow, you find yourself stuck which explains the half-gone shell. Somehow you were not strong enough to break free from its grip. Be it a person, a habit or a tough decision you have to make.

Right now, i am feeling like a packet of m&m's that has been dropped on the floor a hundred times and left out in the open to withstand the unbearing heat of the sun.

Does it make sense what i am writing? Who cares.

dreams...weird dreams

i dreamt of boat, snakes, essay, computer and EXAMS!
it's absurd... i had to write an essay on the computer for some final examinations about this alive and wriggling snake that was laying on my thigh...FREAKY!!! i remember the whole time in my dream i was so wary of the snake but thank god it behaved... phew! screwed up dream! oh and i screw up my exams too... coz in the midst of it, i walked off to somewhere and when i got back someone touch my pc and edited my essay with like circles here, drawings there...what nonsense! then when i got back, i had like 3 mins to submission...when i print it out, instead of a 3-pg thing it became a 39 page thing with strange strings of number between the paragraphs and there were charts about the sales of cosmetics too...
crazy!no link, no link!!!

hello everyone...yes i'm back from my short disappearance! have i been missed? or maybe not... these days, i dun even know who's reading my blog sobs! tag me okie? hee!

anyway last week just zoomed by so fast...most of the time when i'm free i'm trying to catch up on my sleep lol! but i'm glad coz it had been fruitful days...i caught a movie, did my shopping, had fun showing a group of jap students around, worked and slept to my fill wooo!

talking about movie...i watched my first R21 movie!!! Brokeback mountains~ with tiek & andy... well i dunno if i should rejoice or not coz no one checked my id at all...sobs!!! we watched at PS in the evening and it was jam-packed with lotsa people... and they just let us in and no checking too...sobs sobs! do i look too old?!bleahhh! oh ya thanks shear mainey for going shopping that day~ hee! had fun and we shall go again one day k?!that was for wednesday...

after a sleepless night...all thanks to the mighty effect of caffeine...on thursday, i replaced my friend for this tour guide job thing...duty was to bring this group of jap students who were on their graduation trip around places of interest within the few hours given...of course they give you a guide to follow...for tt day, it was little india, chinatown and arab street within the few hours then back to taka at 2pm...it was fun though we had some language barrier...couldn't really communicate...but they were so cute~almost everything they see they will exclaimed in amazement lol! and i tell you, they are genius when it comes to the neoprint machine, oh my, they can just go on drawing and writing and all...goodness! professionals at work...show you guys their work another time...but so kawaii...and i am inspired to learn japanese...such an interesting language...and well i've always been a fan of it so all the more i should...woo!

after lunch, i had to rush to driving... i was so tired and my legs were aching so much that i could hardly feel the accelerator~ half the time i felt as if my leg was gonna cramp anytime...and i was like so falling asleep...the fatigue was kicking in...it became so unbearable that i ended lesson 10 mins in adv...i pity the instructor so much coz i did lousy braking and all..i'm sure he would have gotten motion sickness if he was new at job...booo~! at night i went to work at grapevine...big mistake! i was so tired and immediately drop-dead when i got home the following night...

friday morning came...i could bearly wake up but i already promised to bring my grandmama for her routine check-up at mount elizabeth...i was stoning all the way...but was glad that everything is fine with her health...hallelujah to that! back home it was sleeping and work again...i'm sucha workaholic if i want to be~ but it's always at the wrong things...

saturday was sleeping and more sleeping...hahah!anyway it was fun at work with all my dear girls...we had so much fun tkaing pictures and all weee! how to live without grapevine? hahah!i'm like so attached to it...

sunday came and go...and today i had my first lesson...it was okie, nothing fascinating...well i have 3 walls and a backdrop of the st andrew's cathedral if that's a consolation...but one thing really bad...it's like so many temptations everywhere!!!shopping and more shopping...~

look below, my stash from my very first day of studying in town...terrible!!! mind you, that was just a 15 minutes walk in bugis village... am i scary or what?