ATTENTION!!!I MISS YOU!!!

hello everyone...i missing all of you!one way or another...i really am missing you!!!just to name a few too many...

mr llq...though sometimes u very mean to me,i still miss you...just parted not long ago but i miss u still silly coconut!*hugs*

xuan,poh yian,hildya...i miss u girls so much!!!rewind all the way back to sec school days...those times we have haha!really wanna hang out with all of u...but everyone so busy~bfs,projects,exams...when will we be able to hang out together? =(

jeffry...land boundary but not tt bad coz u always on msn so still can chat hee!(also blair my gunbound matey haven't seen him on for a while...he's in canada though hee!i miss you too haha!)

sherry,glady...i miss ya 2 too!!!the letter-writing days haha!so sweet~awww!sherry...our 1st 3 mths days...glady...our hectic dance days...both of u i miss u in ur own ways!oh ya just now look thru the photos...our giordano cubicle pics lol!fun!

my 1st 3 mths mates...zhu en,kang leng,eng chuan,shayne,colin,le tian and even ___, i miss you too!those mj after school days...playing pool...the every sat go out thing lol!the shayne and colin comparing muscle fights haha!the nice and gentlemanly zhu en...the loud-spoken le tian and the considerate ms kang leng and recently the cute lil incident after our clubbing haha!i miss all of you guys!!!

my sec school mates...john,wan ting,angela,manyi,lydia,vanes,jian ning,kar wai,wen qing(tuition days lol!),shear mainey,brendon,mr koh,mrs koh even miss mok etc etc...all of them!

vibez!!!i miss u all too...dance ppl~ahhhhhhh i wanna dance!!!sheila~lalala!i miss u too...the chicken dancing,row boat,like a flower blooming teaching styles lol~cute!!!

my dearest wendy awww!my mentor in maths...my motivator~i owe my a's results to u!!!u are the greatest!!!*muah* really thank you!!always pushing me to study...thank you so muuuccccccchhhhhh!!!

all my srjc matey...my sons,xiong xiong,perry desmond...dunno where u guys disappeared too only talk to xiong xiong only...my gong gong...chong kexian...ah boon also...still have many many~ruru,jill jill...etc there's like so many to name~i miss you all!!!

i miss my family ppl too...father's side(all the cousins...we used to play together haha!the many mini-parties me and jess have~but now she in uk =( i miss u girl!) and mum's side(though they stay near me i miss the times when there was so many babies to carry...now all grown up can't cuddle wuddle them hee!)

those i never mentioned pls forgive me coz too many to name...as long as u have cross my path i miss you!!!i really really do~!!!

sEx aNd tHe city...gReat show!!!

wEee just watched the famous series sex and the city...gRrrrrreaaaaaaat show!!!lotsa humour and lotsa issues on sex haha!on top of that they all dress so beautifully...it never fails to amaze me why these script writer have so much on their mind~hmmm sometimes it's like the thought might have come across ur mind but it just went away in a matter of time...perhaps everyone was born to be a writer?!can u imagine if u penned ur thoughts down and perhaps one day it will be the talk of the town...and bringing it further u might get a column on ur own lol!great ambition eh?!but i think it's just so cool...i'm inspired to be a writer haha!seems like all day long u go under the mask of searching for inspirations to have fun and through that u really can enjoy life and be merry!haha!sounds so shallow saying all these but who cares...bleahh!gotta admit...it's a show~coz that's when everything is possible haha!from pauper to millionaire...dreams come true...lotsa coincidences...good lucks or bad lucks...life or death...all because the writer wants the story to turn out this way and that...the power of writing~weeeee!

incredible!marvellous!informidable!invincible!sensational!unexpectable!unimaginable!and the list goes on and on...love writing coz tt's when u are powerful!muahahahahhha!

weeyuwee!

woo!i have completed mario and luigi saga...great game!!!kinda like rpg game but yet it brings in all the cuteness and the sweetness and the whatever-ness of old time mario games!!!FANTASTIC!!! haha!now i can concentrate on my studies hopefully lol!been so obssessed with it that i've been neglecting my studies hee!but now i have completed it yeah!!!the feeling is so grreaaaaaaaaat!!!wow!haha!

anyway exams are coming up so soon...boo!how how?!dear says if i fail any subs then he won't talk to me for 1 week per sub i fail bleahh!!!how can like tt eh?! =( computing sure cannot make it bleahh!moreover the format doesn't consist of mcq...can't even try to get some pts bleahh!then phy i'm studying so slowly...and it seems as if i can't remeber anything...damn!!!think my brain is malfunctioning...seems like i suffering from short-term memory from studies...all the equations and data doesn't stay~ahhh!then chemistry is another goner...cannot understand!!!hellllllppppp!!!oh and econs too...it's like more profound and i dun think my bull shitting skills are tt good to help me pass it arrrgghhh!!!

i'm sinking...sinking in the midst of the ocean...the ocean of equations and knowledge...any lifesavers around?!

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sparks flew as we grew to know each other better

beautiful it may be but it was never lasting

heaven, cruel as it is, play tricks on little characters like we

history we might not make, miracles we might not create

however, a part of me will never be the same again

for you've crossed and changed my life entirely

Copyright@2004 http://www.hereinmyworld.blogspot.com

cRaNky craNky~

weeee!think i'm going mad...and it seems like i'm on some sorta retail therapy booo!bad!went to the supermarket just now...and i just grabbed every nonsense tt i felt like...so dieow!spent $20 bucks just like tt... =( then tt day sunday also...$30+ spent on dunno what nonsense!

aRgh!!!what's going on?i feel the hormones inside me jumbling up, down, left, right everywhere inside me *boinks*boinks*...also my emotions goes up *weeee* and then down *plonk* the very next moment bleahh!

think i'm going cranky...very cranky!hyper cranky~cranky tt's me!!!muahahahhahahahhahahahhahahhhahahhahahha!

oh anyway i can't wait for xmas to come!~~woo!and new year too~oh my uncle's wedding on xmas...so excited!!!never been to a close relative's wedding for so so long...

LaZzzziNeSss iS coNtagioUs~bEwaRE!!!

wooooo~i'm feeling lazy that's why haven't been blogging haha!tt day friday i think i travelled across half of singapore to get llq his birthday cake...but guess it's worth while coz he's happy hee!but quite dieow coz it's heart-shaped then we cut the cake in front of the friends hee!stupid me didn't think about tt when i place order hee...coz i thot maybe only we cutting or smth hehe!u know...smth romantic la haha!nah kidding~anyway hope u have fun dEar!!!happy birthday once again!(Very belated though!hee!but o well never mind la huh...haha)

anyway i'm feeling so so lazy now...can't get down to study...is it because it's monday?!hmmm must be..mondays blues *sulks*

i need to study study study...anyway today had our presentation~hmmm was our the coolest,beRn?haha!certainly hope so ah...hee!glad it's over *phew*

sometimes i just hate the way all these powerpoint presentations are...i spent like 3-4hrs compling everything but the duration was like shorter than 5mins?!sometimes i really hate all this preparing stuff...lemme give u a few egs to quote my dislike

back in pri school i used to be incharge of the PA system(the mics and national anthem tt sorta thing~) so when there are like teachers' day,national day or whatsoever we will have like millions of rehearsals before the actual thing...then it's like the rehearsal hours is like million time of the actual performance time...so dumb!like eh after the long hours,all this is over in less than 3 hrs?!okie this never mind ah...then wat make me angry is when they express their gratitude...the backstage ppl are always left out!!!so so dieow!!!

in college...when i was in dance,it's exactly the same...we pract for f5-6 hours a day for a performance less than 5 mins?ridiculous!!!but okie i enjoy it though nevertheless~

*sobs* i miss my dance mates!!!every single one who went thru syf~from glady to lixin to jia yan to davis to amanda to andrea to emily to suman to adrian to zhao yuan to celine to rahman to winnie to maybelle to yixin(who's in switz now)....(not in order of any preference ah) i wanna dance!!!okie must add to the things to do list...

okie guess i have more or less vent my chagrin(okie i dunno whether can use it like tt but i dun care i like the word!!!bleahh!)i'm going bonkers...*boink*boink*boinksss*

cute to the extreme!

haha!called llq but then he didn't pick up but think he didn't set up the lock key pad thing...so accidentally pick up the phone(but he dunnoe hee!)now think he's doing his route march at east coast...then can hear him singing all the army songs haha!so cute...i'm like eavesdropping haha!lalala!they are singing...silly army songs~from the east to the west,signal warriors are the best!so cuteEeee!!!hee!

can't wait to see him on sat...his birthday too~hee!miss him to the core~

shall continue listening hee!tata!take care!

Booo!

Usher feat Alicia Keys - My Boo

Usher
There's always that one person that will always have your heart
You never see it coming cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me, it's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby, you will always be my boo

Alicia
I don't know about y'all but I know about us and uhh it's the only way we know how to rock (repeat)

Usher Verse
Do you remember girl, who was he one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl who was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and people screaming your name
Girl I was there and you were my baby

Chorus:
Usher
It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
Now another brothers' taken over but its' still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it's alright (it's alright girl, that's okay)
And if we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my boo

Alicia
Now if you loved when we were younger you were mine
And when I see from time to time I still feel like, (that's my baby)
And if I see you no matter how I try to hide (I can't hide it)
And even though there's another man who's in my life, you will always be my boo

Alicia Verse
Yes I remember boy, cause after we kissed I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy, the moment I knew you were the one I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame and people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

Chorus:
Usher
It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
Now another brothers' taken over but its' still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it's alright (it's alright girl, that's okay)
And if we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my boo

Bridge
My ooh my ohh my ohh my ohh my boo (repeat)

Chorus:
Usher
It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
Now another brothers' taken over but its' still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it's alright (it's alright girl, that's okay)
And if we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my boo

Alicia
I don't know about y'all but I know about us and uhh it'sthe only way we know how to rock (repeat)



P.S:great song isn't it py?!hee!saw the mtv...one word for it~NICE!

i wanna bLog!

PaRt II

wooo!finally done with the lect...only first part of chap 9 but i'm lost already =( sighs!but well at least i accomplished something yea?!haha!i'm happy =) hee!just now had haagen dazs ice cream cake yummy!mummy's birthday!but it's rather expensive my brother bought it for $60...and it's pretty small!but i love ice cream!!!i love cake!!well i love to eat haha!!

still haven't do my make up lab...actually wanted to do today but was so tired~then thank goodness kel was around the area so he offer a lift home and i was more than glad to take it haha!coz i'm soooo tired!!!dunno why also...when i got home it was like 2plus?i began my slumber all the way till 7pm!!madness!dun feel recharge thought still feeling lethargic boo!

anyway today quite disappointed with dada...he never msg me like for the whole day =( then when call him the phone also switched off...bleahh!dun like him man!eventually manage to talk to him but for a while only...he said he's tired~seems like everybody is tired on monday bleahh!must be because of monday blues aye~i hate mondays!!!*shouts*

but well maybe this is all a good training for me coz i'm pretty possesive type...perhaps keeping him away will be a good thing too~give us some time for other thing(but er more for me la huh~coz he's serving ns then have limited spare time too!) but still it makes us cherish the time we have together hee!i miss him~awww!

never mind never mind...shall see him in dreamland hee!~see u there too!*chuckles*

i wanna bLog!

hmmm actually now in the middle of a lecture(online) haha!but suddenly feel like blogging hee!well i actually completed one lecture for computing...chapter 8~i'm proud of myself coz at least i'm doing something hee!just now sort out all my notes too...too messy la very hard to study...well i'm lazy but i'm a virgo still which means i'm a perfectionist and like things in order hee!brb!lecture started haha!

aWfuLLy cHocoLate...aWfuLLy gReat day!

weee!today was like a eating spree...haha!had so much fun with my dear qq hehe!well this proves that the long wait is worth the time... =) really do miss him la even though just parted -sobz- anyway shall tell u about our adventure hee!

we met up then we grabbed some old chang kee ,four leave bread and drinks to prepare our 'picnic' on the bus journey from sengkang to bukit timah hee!but dunno why time like pass very fast hehe!maybe because have company hee!anyway we went to the famous awfuLLy cHocoLAte and got some aWfuLLy iCe-cReam with a daMn cool name 'hei'(black)...then to act as a contrast the packaging everything is white very nice la~but a pity can't taste the cake but maybe soon will coz we kept the packaging and stuff...then my dear qq say if i wash the container then can exhange for the cake hee!well well i did so maybe...*chuckles*i will get the cake ah!

however this is the dumb part haha!we bought the ice cream then er ya can't possibly go town with it rite?!so we sat at the bus stop and force ourselves to finish the whole pint bleahh!then qiqi dear so cute la...eat until nose,cheek,hand everywhere also have lol!very adorable...like little boy haha!lovely!

from there we proceed to town and bought tickets for resident evil 2...scary show!!!but think i'm not bad know..coz i watch the part 1 then now 2 and i think part three will be coming too haha!i shall be a fan of them hee!today saw quite a number of sr ppl too...saw junjie,jeffrey,keng seng and bernard~my 1st yr classmate hee!quite happy =) i miss the jc ppl~boo!should get a outing or smth soon yea?!

before the show we went to eat the $1.95 double cheeseburger so yummy man! *slurp* i want more!i want more! *chants* think i becoming pig man!!!er on second thots think i already am haha!just now went to eat supper too hee!at the famous punggol nasi lemak there...we eat the bi cai ma('mousetail' noodle soup) so yummy!esp after a long day of walking around hehe!went to dada house after tt coz buy supper for his brother...but end up the brother fell asleep so dieow!

when he walk me home,little big mac came with us too...on the way i saw a cat then i see big mac like no reaction and even wanna approach the cat so i let it go near the cat but then the stupid nonsense cat use the paw and tried to scratch big mac!damn!so angry!!!then another cat come as back up and kept hissing at big mac~so poor thing lor!i'm so upset la...poor lil doggie~still a puppy then only wanna play but the dumb cat went to scratch him *gRrr* so angry!!!but thank goodness no injury...phew!if have i sure to skin the cat alive!!!*aRgh*

yes here i am at home now...but still missing my dear dear~hmmm just can't spend enuff time with him =( i think he's really nice to me...and i feel quite bad la coz i like not nice enuff to him...must jia you jia you!hee!thanks dearie for all the nice nice things u done! *hugs* love love! *muakz*

mistaKEn...

now listening to this song by this local christian band, parousia...song title mistaken...really nice i think!have the hoobanstank feel...

anyway this 2 days been real crappy...i feel like crying~i feel my heart aching...i dunno what's happening around me...i feel misunderstood by almost everyone around me...my family,my dada...and all these just because of me going clubbing...this is so crappy!!!bleahh!

haven't been going for like so freaking long...almost a month since the last time but it seems to my mum that i'm always going...yes i haven't been working hard and stuff but i told her i will after this outing...one month left i'm worried too...couldn't take it so just now on the way to dinner when she was nagging away,i shouted back too...i felt bad but just can't control it...the lack of sleep already left me pretty cranky & now all these shit~it's bulls!

then last nite too...my dada was angry with me for going clubbing...say dun like me going...dun like the idea of guys touchy touchy...he wasn't like tt in the past but seems like ns have change him...(and gave me a dumb analysis of a guy frequenting geylang) more possessive now. and yes he too is bugging me to study...scolding me too (ie good) i misses him though...wish he's here with me so he can comfort me but think he won't understand too *shrugs*

clubbing isn't neccessarily a bad thing...i mean for me it's just a way of relieving stress coz u can be dancing away...or in fact just to do smth u like = dancing...tell me when u hear a catchy tune, where can u dance?at home?on the streets?ppl will most prob think u are gaga!!!only clubs allow u to do that...and they not only play a nice tune they play plenty!!!so one can really have fun just dancing away...bleahh!!!and when i club i dun drink alot...i dun go wild!!!i know what i'm doing...i go with friends who will look out for me...i dun smoke just for the sake of clubbing...overall,it's pretty healthy other than the second hand smoke and perhaps the late-coming-home part...

i'm upset...i'm tired...i wanna be understood...i wanna be free...

P.S: dun worry i won't do anything silly...life's too precious~

boMb?baNanA?cHeeSe?cHampo?caRe foR soME~?

last nite went for supper with kel and poh yian~went to the prata house located at thomsam road hehe!yummy!think the ppl are rather creative to come up with all these new variety of pratas haha~very yummy wor!woo!

come lemme give u a brief description of those names above which u might find it difficult to understand:

boMb: butteR and sugaR inside~like some sweet dessert slurp!oNe is not enuff!

baNana,cHeeSe:er this two rather normal..coz just put the respective inside the prata then u get it haha!but yummy as well...hmmm think chocolate will go well with banana yea?!*scratches*

cHampo:a drink where they mix (supposingly) equal amount of teh tarik(milk tea) with coffee (and some places add milo too) suppose to get the sweetness of tea,the fragrant taste of coffee (and the chocolatey taste of milo if there is)

okie so much on prata lesson tt's all for the supper part hehe!

oh ya we went to geylang for soya beancurd too~then u know what?!i saw this sorta limo there...then the cute part is there is alot of piglets stickers all over the car so adorable!!! *chuckles*it is some ah shui pig organs shop...thot it was suppose to be very popular but hmmm seems like the owner gonna rent it out...weird yea?!

before i met them for supper i went to cck to meet my dada!!!woo!so funny lor..when i first see him i can't help but smile like some silly idiot haha! (he also i think) i believe it's because i never meet him on weekdays before haha!but ya so happy la!hehe!but make me miss him more *boo*but still happy nonetheless =) then he brought me to eat this soya beancurd at cck...wow!yummy know?!it's very smooth,sweet and cold...best for a hot day hehe!think tt's why he say the ns guys always crave for it when they are done with their exercises haha!but now i'm craving for it too...did i mention they have pandan flavour too?!then the beancurd is green in colour quite cool yea?!haa!

can't wait for saturday to come...so he can come home to me!!yeah!can't wait to pounce on him haha! *puRrr*anyway think tt's about it...wow!quite a long entry but a lot on food ahha!should i change this to a food coloumn instead?*laughs*

wEee!was scanning through the WATUSA (Work And Travel USA) program...sounds pretty good but kinda ex, approximately 3k~ then it's pretty long too...about 2-3 mths...hmmm well well sounds good?! go check it out at www.gasi.com.sg hehe!doing free promotion for them ah haha!anyway hmmm if let say going, i will be away for so long but then the exposure is so good!and it's like a once in a lifetime experience...shall think about it la!gonna miss my dada~sobz!

so sad man!last sunday he had guard duty then need to book in at 7am...then only spend sat with him and part of fri nite...but it's so insufficient!!!i want more time to spend with him...sigh!then this week also sat then book out,next week too and think next next week also booo!!!sometimes during weekdays really wish to see him or spend time with him but too bad he's being locked up away just like most guys of his age away at some dumb remote camps serving the nation...well i'm proud of him (i'm supposed to feel this way yea?!) being so patriotic *roll my eyes* the more i think about it the more sad i am...but think will have to get use to it coz nothing i can do also -sobz-

neva mind guess now more or less will have gotten use to it la...nice talking to him on the phone too hee!also it's good in a way that we dun have time for quarrels haha!every minute when we are together is like so so precious!no time to waste man!must make full use of it...but still can't help but admire those who are together then bf not in camp...so good!!!i want also!!!bleahh!beRn must tReasure tHe time now know haha!(but think u r making full use of it also la haha!)

waited today like almost half the day in school for him to tell me if he have nite's out...then ended up dun have but thanks to bern coz she kept me company throughout haha!we were having so much fun in her room hehe! *cheeky* whey what u thinking huh?!we were playing SIMS 2 la...so much fun hee!we and our beckham family haha!cooL~think after my exams will go get one sims too hee!pretty addictive!then can built my dreamhouse since now no ability to fulfil my dreams yet hee!haha!

anyway left 29 days to exams...must study hard man~!jia you jia you!!! =P