phoneless

i forgot my phone. how convenient. but i must say without a phone, i feel less burdened.

in a way, you no longer have the responsibility to take care of the valuable, be it one hundred, two or three. you no need to carry a handful of things like ur wallet and ur phone etc etc. when you go for lunch. plus there is no obligation to make sure calls are answered and messages replied. perhaps it's just me, the habit of having to get back to the caller almost immediately is enhanced in me. also there is no need to be disappointed if say you were to expect phone calls or messages from others especially when that do not happen. my philosophy: what you don't know, doesn't hurt. another thing is you can finally concentrate in conversing with others. there is no need to check the cell to see if someone called or risk getting interrupted when you are in the midst of an engrossed discussion. however sometimes, a phone call does save your ass if say, you're in a terrible date? laughs. horrible me!

for today, i shall leave that piece of cold metal laying in the comfort of my unmade bed to rest in peace. amen~

more updates...hopefully soon. dada!

tv dramas always relight the beam of hope in the heart...

that must be the reason why it is loved by all

the weekend seems to fly by so fast...somehow i feel that i am already in the 3rd week of my hols when actually it's just the beginning...so yeah i have 'gain' time weee!

went for my driving lesson today...one more lesson and i can book my test date...*can't wait can't wait*

anyway i realised the cab drivers are like getting younger, maybe in the early thirties?or perhaps men are looking younger these days. o well, but the taxi driver i saw today, hmmm looks pretty young and tanned...tsk tsk!like a young man which is a rare sight coz usually you get uncle drivers. plus he reminds me of someone. charming isn't it?next time take trans cab k...the one with the red at the side 'winks'

tea and its wonderful caffeine

once again...i'm suffering from the mind-waking effect that Mr Tea brings =( its caffeine seems to release its almighty grace and poor me suffer from it!argh!it's killing me...work today seems so so so so long...ends at 9.30pm...still have 9 more hours to go...oh man!what can be worse than just having 2 hours of sleep the night before

sobs sobs sobs

i want to be lull to sleep...please?'

exams are finally over...phweet!

the fun can start kicking in haha!

there's so much to be accomplished...my license, salsa classes, shopping, meeting up with friends, plan D, bumming, so many shows to watch etc etc...

for now, lemme catch on my slumber first 'yawns'

that's when i love you

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you...endlessly

And when your mad cause you lost a game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Because the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
That look that u give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

No matter what...
the end

if i could

...i would want to lie under the starry night and let the stars watch over me

...i would paint the world with your face, it just makes me happy

...i would throw away all my thoughts and run through a field of lavender till i'm breathless, collapse down on the soft bed of flowers and engulfed in the aroma which lulls me to sleep

...i would hold you close and tight, tell you how much you mean to me and that i never want to let you go coz your hugs just feel so right

...i would brave the rain and storm and the tears that were to follow on the day when i have to leave you for the one and final time

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if i could, i would rather i need not do all that.
if i could, i wish that i can turn back time, till the day when i never knew of your existence