"珍惜才能擁有，感恩才能天長地久"

copied & paste without the permission of hIn. i find it rather true. i also came to realised that when one gets into a comfort zone, it is rather difficult for you to get out even when you know it is not a good thing. why? coz everything tt happens, it is more or less expected & your already wounded organ will not get any worse. however when you step out of it, there are possibilities of unknown circumstances whereby it will take you unaware and end up hurting you even more. it is a rather sad thing coz soon you will find yourself not taking chances with anything or anyone anymore.

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on a side note, it's a saturday, one more day to a brand new year. i'm working and feeling very dazed. my stomach feels weird. i just want to laze in bed. bring me home someone? last night i slept in my parents' room (they are away for holiday & returning tonight.. can't wait to see them) i came to a conclusion: i like big beds, so nice & comfy. i wanna go home!!! i need to rattle on. so bear with me.

christmas came and went with lots of eating, drinking & being merry. had a nice quiet countdown followed by a visit of the lovely beach bar km8. it was simple and nice. and as i was saying, festive seasons give ppl more opportunity to EDM coz almost every other restaurant is fully booked for the occasion. i was fortunate to do tt too, however, in the comfort of the house. it was heartwarming =) my auntie was really sweet. somehow she managed to find the family photo when my dad and his siblings were all little and young. she reprinted them & framed it up for each one of the sibling. it was black & white and smth interesting, my grandma was wearing the classic beehive hairstyle. how nostalgic!

on christmas night, i watched The Holiday. how apt it was to watch it then. it was better than what i've expected it to be. the happy ending compensated for the tears that fell during the show. sometimes, when one watch sappy shows, it is comforting to hear sniffles around you coz then you'll know, you are not alone in it all by yourself. in any case, i am not a sadist.

one more day to year 2007. what are your resolutions for the new year? and i ponder what's mine...

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it's been raining so much these days. it makes one realise how near christmas is. i have noticed christmas is always spent running through town completing last min xmas shopping through the splish-splash-sploshy wet streets. it's like the trademark of christmas in singapore. here, you get rain and elsewhere, there's snow. perhaps the one up there is trying his very best to be fair. 'shrugs'

whichever. i've watched relatively many shows, read a fair deal of books, over-worked and missing my dear friends all so much. what's happening? exams are over and holidays are in & out in the next 2 weeks but yet, no signs of my lovelies -pouts- everyone is busy, busy, busy like the little helpers of santa in this festive season.

lately, i've been thinking alot about things that matter (i think they do). frankly speaking, i am not the least sorted out. i hate the fact of that. it's long overdue & i should really take a stand. i should no longer be a push-over and be taken for granted for. however, i cannot bear to. so much for talking. well, talk is easy and action is not. i should do myself a favour. i really should.

'... You know Im such a fool for you, you got me wrapped around your finger. Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to? Do you have to let it linger?...'

long overdue

it's been a mth since exams are over. 3 mths since my 21st. and soon 3 weeks when a brand new year starts. the counting down to yet another year in life.

i wish myself good luck & all my friends the very best as well. welcome 2007! ( i know it's a bit tad early) =)

the past mth zoom by with work, outings, clubbings, hanging out with new friends, movie sessions & lotsa crappings. am i glad that dec is here coz now my friends, u've all finish ur exams & definitely have time to ask me out. it's time to catch up 'pokes' i'm waiting by my phone patiently.

on a side note, trust is really important. it really is. but somehow i can't seem to find any. pouts.