Wednesday, July 26, 2006

望着他轻轻抚摸着她的脸
心里面似乎有着一股酸溜溜的感觉
脑海里仿佛浮现着你熟悉的脸孔
多么希望这种情形也能发生在你我身上
哈!哪有可能呢?
或许记忆力随着时间慢慢的淡化
更或许是一时故意得想不起
我总是忘了你身边的另一个她
天天无时无刻地呆在你心里的一部分
想着想,胸口盈盈发出阵阵痛
我只能静静地告诉自己
我只是你脑子里的一串号码
在你心情低落和不愉快时想倒的一个求救热线
不应该对你有所期待,不应该,真的不应该
每次想到这儿我也有所领悟
我也只能笑我笨


Saturday, July 22, 2006

secret garden

She'll let you in her house
If you come knockin' late at night
She'll let you in her mouth
If the words you say are right
If you pay the price
She'll let you deep inside
But there's a secret garden she hides

She'll let you in her car
To go drivin' 'round
She'll let you into the parts of herself
That'll bring you down
She'll let you in her heart
If you got a hammer and a vise
But into her secret garden, don't think twice

You've gone a million miles
How far'd you get
To that place where you can't remember
And you can't forget

She'll lead you down a path
There'll be tenderness in the air
She'll let you come just far enough
So you know she's really there
Then she'll look at you and smile
And her eyes will say
She's got a secret garden
Where everything you want
Where everything you need
Will always stay
A million miles away


Friday, July 21, 2006

This is what the florist called an 'alien' ball.
It will grow bigger as each day passes.
How interesting!
Anyhow, it's a present...
Happy birthday
... ... to you
missing you


Monday, July 17, 2006


XXX says:
hahaha..... firework...
XXX says:
duar duar duar
says:
****
世界唯一的你says:
lol...was tt meant to be fireworks
XXX says:
haha..
XXX says:
some sort

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this was a conversation i had earlier on... the XXX is to protect the identity of this person
it made me laugh myself silly

Sunday, July 16, 2006

craves

...want to have...
ribeye steak
bbq squid
stingray
bbq chicken wings
hawaiian pizza
grandma's home-cook porridge with cai xin
plaster prata
hor fan
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.
.
.
.
.

okie i think i'm hungry haha!or more like greedy =x

all i want now is to rest at home for one entire day to recoup my energy...sleep the whole day away & lay in the comfort of my bed awwww! did i mention school is starting soon? BLAH!!! this is no holiday! *whines*
曹格-世界唯一的你

a beautiful song

Thursday, July 13, 2006

i want to go on a holiday!!!


with a blink of my eyes, let me go to my dream destination
*blink blink blink blink blink blink... ... ... ... ... ... ...*
it's not working -sobs-


no more...

a message for you:
at the beginning, there was a glimpse of hope.
however i lack the courage to face up.
thoughts raced through the mind,
whispers travel across the field.
have it ever occur to you that:
you can like anyone as much as anyone
perhaps it never meant that way.
but sorry to say, in others' eyes,
it is apparently so.

i guess for some things it does not take an expert to realise it.



Tuesday, July 04, 2006

feeling the blues

after a day of work, it definitely does feel good to sweat it out. feel so unhealthy staying in air-con day-in-day-out. it's nice to take in some cool evening air to rejuvenate myself. ahhh! *indulge in the wind blowing into my face* let me say again... it feels DARN good!

this nice nice weather let me indulge in a world of my own. pacing myself as each piece of metal zoom pass me rushing back to the square room. it does not matter to me what was going on in each of the little glass windows litted in that tall concrete pillar. all i care about was the continuous steps i took as i danced to the music playing in my ears through the familiar path which i jog each time i feel like. i never say i was a religious health freak. i'm more like a i-feel-like-and-i-do sorta person. well and tt explains why i never slims down.

that aside. as i was pushing myself to go the distance, old memories can't help but flow down the vessel up there. i have yet realised again how promises are just worthless words forming hopes which slowly fades as the cruel hand of time wipes away as it moves along. it is such a pity. i'm appalled by the casual way some people say things without meaning it. it just makes people more skeptical as the days pass. and if they do remember, the world is round. what goes around will come back and smack them right in the face. by then, i will say: you deserve it.


anyway, i've been reading tuesdays with morrie. it's an excellent book. i must say i appreciate it better than five people you meet in heaven. well i have placed these 2 books on my 'wanted' list. go read it if you can.


Sunday, July 02, 2006

there goes...

just finish watching the brazil vs france match. such a great disappointment!

the brazil boys didn't exactly live up to expectations. totally off-form. well i guess they were over-complacent. tonight there were no brilliant samba dribbles from them, no back-leg passing to trick the opponent. most of the time, they were trying to their best to get hold of the ball. ronaldo wasn't even close to getting any shots. brazil couldn't even get past the france defence line. poop, they were bad. their only chance to a goal was when ronaldino had that free kick. blah! bad bad team... so upset!!! brazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzziiiiiiiiilllllllll, you let me down!!!

all right this world cup, it's over for me. no more excitement to watch the rest when my favourite team is out. such a pity!

but yes, can't deny that france played well. in fact, they were good. their defence were strong. their attack was unbearable. brazil's defence... is atrocious!

my brazil...brazil...brazil....why!!!gosh!now i have to wait for another 4 years...pouts


Saturday, July 01, 2006

loving the hols

late nights
fifa world cup
21st birthday celebrations
mahjong
sleep-in
shopping
chilling out at cafe
laying on the bed doing just about nothing...

well that's pretty much what holidays bring
and i'm lovin every min of it
pictures up soon (i'll try *winks*)