i swear i freaking hell won't change my number again. the whole process of notifying others is treacherous. grrr!

how can some ppl keep changing and changing numbers? godlike.

verdict day has arrived...
what was once, has to go...

Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.

Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there,

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,

You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd be the father of your child.

I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.

We've had our doubts but now we're fine,

And I love you, I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.

In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bear my soul in time,

When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

expecting...waiting...*hears static*...no not mine -pouts-
wait...
wait...wait...
wait...wait...wait...
wait...wait...wait...wait
wait...wait...wait...wait...wait...
*continues waiting*
pouts *LOUD static*
BINGO!
you make my day =)
make me smile silly

it's a wonder how a little text message can make me feel warm and fuzzy inside
each time i see it, it make me look like a silly dope
but more importantly it adds a little curve onto my face
and i like that.

oily sweaty us embossed with sunshine smiles

 

at the ice cream parlour

 

more funny faces

 

the girls and me making funny faces =)

 

bad thoughts

this is a quote from my favourite show... Runaway Bride

Maggie Carpenter: Bless me Father for I have sinned. My last confession was... well. Anyway, I have sorta a technical question. I've been having bad thoughts, really bad thoughts.
Priest Brian: Of an impure nature?
Maggie Carpenter: No, No, I want to destroy this man's life, career everything. I want revenge. Now on a sins scale how bad is that? Can I Hail Mary my way out of that?

It is so apt. suits what i'm feeling right now. i think i am ten times worse off though. *shrugs*

every bit of me don't feel good. my bones are feeling way too heavy that's why i can't seem to move my ass away from my com and go get ready to shower. ARGH!!! now i wish i can go back to being a child when my mum would perhaps scream and shout and drag me into the shower and help me shower...tt'll be nice! i can just sit there and not move... and wait to be serve muahahahaha! but i can't go out on my own there... so abolish that thought *wipes it away*

seen those kids who throw tantrums in the malls coz they can't get things their way? i feel like doing that. i'm just being a baby, shame on me. lemme whine and bah my moodiness away. it's not working though. grrr!

whatever...boo boo pants

i pass my final! i pass my final! i pass my final! i pass my final! i pass my final!
*attempts to do the boogie dance*

all right all right...at least i'm one step closer to the actual driving test weeeee!gogogo!

aja aja fighting!yeah!

my first fruit day

At my new work place, there have this monthly tradition...fruit day! my first fruit of the job!

nice eyes!!! *blink blink* - Part 2

In the middle of the night, this young lady woke up and was infected with a vani-licious disease and start whoring with the camera hehe! I love my lashes... woot!

exhausted

never have i felt so damn tired before...it's like my spine could no longer support my back...oh my!today had my first C shift...it's like from 8.30am - 9.30pm...with one hour lunch break in btw...i tell you, i rather be walking around than sitting down...it's terrible!!!horrendous!!!luckily had msn to keep me company...if not i would have rot from boredom

another thing is...i FREAKING HELL had enough of cabs!!!!these few days i have no affinity with them at all...can never get them!!!irritating to the core...stupid cabs!!!grrrr

nice eyes!!! *blink blink*

i've got nice eyes! i've got nice eyes!!!

did eyelash extension today for a whooping sum of 80 grand...hee! madness i know... but i've been deprived from shopping so have to do smth nice to myself once in a while hee!

picts will be up another time...tired hee!!

anyway caught Mi-III movie premier today at shaw house, lido... disappointing coz i thought will be at the brandishing new cathay but o well the show was good though hee! was star-strucked abit only...saw some minor actors/actresses, phyllis quek(however u spell it), WONG LILIN & ALLAN WU!!! the highlight was of course tom...tom tom, so handsome hee!

had a great day on the overall...weeee!

bedtime now =)

happy labour day!

come 1st may... beginning of a new month...

I'm carrying out Plan A, B and C...

oh and definitely not forgetting the assignments that are soon to be due -sobs-

save me!!! *drowning under the pile of work*