saVed!!!

hMmm today just watched the show "saVed" with keL...hehe!feel this little tinge in my heart about the religion of chRistianity...hmmm pretty sensitive topic yea?!i apologise if i'm not very tactful about it...anyway i won't deny tt i had quite a bad impression on the whole idea of it because of several occassions...i remember this V'day party thingy that was held in this particular church then after all the partying and stuff...the organisers dim the lights and start doing this sharing thing...it was quite frightening thus giving me this satanic feeling about the whole idea coz it was dark and to emphasize it, there was this spotlight shining down on the person talking...and then when he ended his story he started prompting ppl..."step forward and receive christ.come dun be afraid to reach out to him...(stuff similar to tt)" not only this one incident,also i remember i was bug by some over-friendly auntie who was promoting christ at the bus interchange back in sec 2. letters kept coming and the phone always ringing every so often...also when i visit a church back in japan,i saw ppl crying/sobbing as they sing the christian songs...is it a little overdone?!think it's because i dun understand and see what is going on behind the scenes, but i find it obtrusive...perhaps i'm just not used to religion being promoted this way...

and i was just thinking perhaps without those behaviours from the over-enthu believers perhaps i might have become one of them too haha!(yes eugene can't find anything to prove it wrong) but one thing about it is that sometimes i feel that christians gives all the credit to the infinite one...always thanking god for everything and i really mean EVERYTHING!!!i am just suggesting that maybe one can get some credit for oneself maybe?!u work for it...u deserve tt little bit of self-appraisal...so give it to urself yea?!

for the above evaluation, i sincerely apologise if it is offensive in any way...do condone my lack of sensitivity in any way...thank you!