i'm leaving on a jetplane...

oh man...seven hours before i board the plane~i'm excited!well well...now i'm feeling so f**ked up coz i can't play lineage 2 no matter how much space i cleared for it~i deleted all of my satc!!!4 SEASONS!!!u know how long it took me to dl?!damn!!!shucks!i'm getting real mad booo!!!just gotta get from zhu en since he have the first 4 seasons of it...*sighs*

anyway think i was getting a little cranky just now...or perhaps it's the lazy bug at work again~i just couldn't get down to packing!all the clothes will lying there...piles and piles but i just can't seem to put them in...it's bonkers!it went to the extend tt i have to ask my mum to help me with it...it is such a simple task~o man!what was i thinking?!was it like some post-holiday stress?!i wonder...

really appreciates my mum lots!she is really nice awww!a mother is always a mother *hugs* love her so mucccccchhhh!!!guess there's times when i disagrees with her but well deep down i know she is the greatest *muakz* talking about shopping for clothes for my uncle's wedding...it still came back to her to go shopping with me and we managed to grab a pretty decent deal i would say hee!i'm happy at least haha!well she might not be the greatest fashion consultant but she is always there to give her views awww!tt's just so sweet!i'm gonna miss her!all rightey getting all too motherly now...just wanna say thanks mum alot alot!

mr lai is gonna go to the airport tmr...he took off especially but think he too is a little lazy hahaa!anyway i'm feeling bad~boo!suddenly realise i owe him some stuff...the photo frame tt i have yet to decorate...the belated birthday present tt i have yet to buy...the coming xmas present...and i dunno,here and there some stuff tt i promise to get or do tt i didn't...damn!i'm bad!

must admit tt i'm forgetful sometimes...i hate ppl to break promises but yet i do it myself,right before my own eyes~what's going on?!it totally sucks!why is it always not okie when others do smth to u...but it is acceptable when u do it to others?ahhhhh need to do some reflection here...booooooooooooo!

think i need some sleep...i'm getting all cranked up~!i'm not writing sense or maybe tt's what i think...self-denial always allowed!