a thought

as i just finish watching sex and the city season 6 episode 8 "the catch"...there was smth in there which really struck me hard....here it goes:

When you are young, your whole life is about to pursue the fun. Then you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap. And sometimes you don't leap it all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life there is no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?

Though i'm at the tender age of 19...there is already lotsa things tt i'm afraid to do~ unconciously it just hit me. i end up being not adventurous at all. an example: i have been in hall for like almost a week and a half...till now i have yet to know my hall ppl~ there were events but i just gave myself excuses and not go out there to socialise... i think somehow through time travel i have lost myself. i remember myself out there...very loud and babbly...sociable and crazy ding dong...but now i'm much more withdrawn...this is not the way i like it booo!really hate the way things are now.

I feel that when you grow up, you tend to become more cynical. Why is that so? Perhaps it's how the society is. Or is it just me?