does it mean anything at all

been rather pessimistic these few days...may it be stress from studying or the silly weather or just the bad head start of the week or the things that have been happening lately...i dunno~there's just this sadness that i feel which is overwhelming bleahh!so yucky...

i was reading a blog earlier on...the blogger is just so skeptical about relationships...she mentioned smth like "seen enough...heard enough..." and this phrase just keeps appearing in my head..i would say different ppl went through a hella diff things in life...for me i am lucky to have a happy family...no major discrepancy,unfaithfulness,disloyalty among my parents and the other married couples like my uncles and aunties...seems as if everyone is happily living together under one roof other than some minor problems here and there...

however not everyone is as lucky as i am...others are exposed to so much more whereas here i am sheltered in my own safe haven...so from them i hear about infidelity, extramarital relations, cheating, adultery, promiscuity and so on...i gasped with the intensity of how these affairs go and the consequences that results from tt...i can't believe my ears...

i always thought marriage is for a life time...trust,honesty,credulity comes naturally with the vows exchanged...tangibly divorce rates are on the rise,lawyers handling divorce cases earning big bucks,what else is there left to show that there is love forever?and what use are the marriage vows for?!since ppl bond under tt can break it anyway...

it might be a huge stereotyping here...but many ppl are certainly doing that...guess now it voice down to the ppl involve in it...are ppl taking things more easily these days?!or more like taking things for granted...taking love for granted...?or perhaps just more vocal...

in the past...our grandparents' era or some of our parents...they have to go through matchmaking...but they manage to survive throught the treacherous road of living together,setting a family up and compromising to each other differences in order to hold everything together...

now we are spoilt for choices...we exercise human rights...u get to choose...maybe tt's where the problem comes in...too many to choose from...no idea which one to select...they grow oblivion of the simple things in life and end up pursuing the impossible...one ought to remember there are little things in life that mean so much more...

it might just the sun rising again and spreading it warmth on earth...it might be the birds chirping in the early morn...it might be just tt the earth is spinning for another day...it might be the fact tt u are alive for another day on earth...no one knows what's gonna happen next...so treasure everything u have...be grateful,be happy for u are standing and breathing in the air of that very day...