Friday, April 15, 2005

a growing realization

friend or foe?!i never knew how to distinguish from them....

yes definitely there's those kinda ppl whom at first sight u dislike and u know u dun wanna get close to them...then along with human nature u keep away and become unfriendly towards them....and only after some conincidental meetings eg. parties u find them they are actually pretty amiable...tt's good news of course

and so of course those kinda ppl whereby they appear really goodie goodie shoe but actually backstab u behind...glad to say i dun have any or should i say i dunno any of these friends around me coz if so i will definitely kick them way into the ocean

now this is the case that i'm warning u about...u guys appear to real bestest of friend or it seem so coz when he have trouble he come looking for u...u hear him out and comfort him,u are always there for him,thinking he will be here for u too if u need him...but when u ask him 'can u be here for me' he thinks of all sort of excuses and think u are up to smth no good...yes he care, he asks ' are u okie?' of course i will be! f**k off u asshole! should have seen through the mask of BAD GUYs like tt...but my unassuming personality always believe that things cannot be that bad,there must be a reason behind all these doings,he must be busy...

well sad to say, i'm getting weary...from looking for all these excuses to cover up for some worthless piece of shyt's misconduct...i'm just a friend not a parent of a child who forgives and forget...i may forgive but i will never forget...i've learnt and will never forget...time will wash off all wounds but the scar will still remain...a reminder of my misconception

oh yes did i mention i went for my first paper of the examinations...congratulations i found myself banging on the table with the tons of questions on series!TOTALLY SCREWED UP!!!when i prepared the most for it...grrrr!!!hard work doesn't bring you the results....bleahh!!!or maybe i should revise on my method of working sighs!!!9 days more till end of exams...

BLAST AWAY!!!!!!