Sunday, April 17, 2005

hidee ho~

wee have this sudden urge to blog...well today such a rainy day~i slept at like 8am in the morning and woke up around 4 pm...wonderful!!!lol!great feeling to sleep in...yeah!

have like 8 more days before my nightmare ends...ahhh can't wait!!!so wanna get down to the club and feel my body groovin' to the music~woot!!!haha!

i'm bored from studying...shyt shyt~!!!how come like that?!tsk tsk!!!lose my momentum so quickly...just after one paper and all the urgency all gone~eeeeeeeeks!!!this cannot do.... *shakes head* bleahh!!!

i am fantasizing about marriage haha!just imaging what will it be like 5-10 years down the road when everyone around me gets married weeee!so interesting...attending weddings,preparing for weddings,being involve in ur own wedding WOW!hahahaha!however the candidate of my groom-to-be is so vague,so unclear...no candidate in mind hee!but well i guess it's smth all girls dream about...the one big day in their entire life where they look forward to...maybe i dunno~haha!not all girls wanna settle down so quickly hee!just be happy most importantly...if u are happy,nothing else matters hee!the sky can fall and u can treat it like a blanket hahaha!lalallalaa...

let's all laugh our day away...keke!exams drive ppl mad,pardon me please!

anyway i think this is a beautiful song...wonderful by everclear~enjoy!

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again

Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
Say bad words that make me wanna cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream adventures that will make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world's so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now
(Na na na na na na na....)
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all okay
I laugh alot so my friends won't know
When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world is so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now

I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
(Na na na na na na na....)

I don't wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
No, no, no, no
I don't wanna hear you say
No, no, no, no
I don't wanna meet your friends
And I don't wanna start over again
I just wanna my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Somedays I hate everythingeveryone and everything
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now

I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
(Repeat Until End...)

pretty yea?!hahaha!

i just don't understand how i can smile with all the tears in my eyes and tell you everything will be wonderful someday...

i am brave...what else?! *smug look on face*