i think i dream i miss
of him i should not be
i wish i could i may
be with him i cannot be


the heart is aching
the mind is distraughted
he is entangled in a maze of vessels
get him out someone would you please?


salvation sought-after but what can it do?
the answer is clear yet it is rejected
just gotta be strong and clear-headed
end it for once and end it for good


the way ahead is still long to go
embrace yourself for a new beginning
life is a hoax or is it not
you never know what you are heading for


i know i fell and i have plunged
way too deep unknowingly
i just wanna live and just be happy
is it so tough to just be so


i'm aware it is not
i just gotta live my life the way it is
without you in it
to make a mess of me


i'm trying hard and will not let go
leave please leave i'm begging of you
i'd rather you disappear and never happen
i'm leaving the game, i need to


stay if you love me
leave if you do not
but play no mind games with me
i just cannot