happened to go pass town area late last night...saw some of the xmas decors being placed up into their respective places to serve their respective purposes for the time of the year is nearing again...CHRISTMAS is gonna be here in a mth's time...so fast! yikes it's scary...

another year is passing by with the flash of light...which also means all of us will be adding another candle to our birthday cake and mature another year with age... yucks! can i go back to being a little girl once more? where no matter what i did right was rewarded with compliments and praises and candies... and what i did wrong was punished with the cane, no television and scoldings/naggings etc which brings some pain that soon will be forgotten in the next few days of play...unlike anything tt will result in undesirable consequences

my lil 7 year old cousin was in the room just now... he can be real adorable sometimes (though most of the time devilish tsk) he was volunteering his help to pack my bed *oops* anyway i then asked him a question...

"boy, i ask u...what u wanna be next time when u grow up?"

"huh...mummy want me to be pilot..."

"so what u wanna be?"

"er...i dunno leh..."

and then i went on asking him...

"i ask u another thing...do u wanna grow up quickly?"

"ya i want to quickly grow up..."

"why u wanna grow up so fast?"

"coz when i grow up i can do things tt i want to do...i can earn lotsa money then i can buy my own ps2 and play alot of things..."

such childlike answers...sighs

i so much wanted to tell him...no boy enjoy ur time being a child but i doubt he will comprehend what i'm trying to say...haha! just like if i was a little girl and someone were to tell me so...i'm sure to rebut the advice...

one never cherish what they have till they loses it yea?!and it is always proven to be right.

lemme become a little girl once more... *sobs*