depressing tree

was at mt elizabeth earlier on, visiting my mum coz she had this minor operation. while the nurse was doing her rounds, i was asked to leave the room.

as i stood outside waiting for her to be done, i noticed this chirstmas tree right at the end of the corridor...

at first i thought it was rather pretty... it's similar to those u see in the english movies, a xmas tree by the fireplace decorated beautifully...then the lights blinking away, not too big just a rather small one...after a few mins, somehow i found it rather sad...in a hospital, where it was rather grieved plus the soft xmas music playing in the background...it just makes everything so gray...

then one nurse walked out of some other wards with a tired look... and i can't help thinking, it's so sad if they will to perform their duties on xmas eve or the festive season itself...and how about those admitted on the day itself... so sad rite? spending xmas in the cold, quiet, demoralizing place...yikes, it must be really bad... *shudders*

all right enough of all the distressing stuff...i shall go sleep~ yawns!!!

i'm like a manual worker in the day...boxes, tapes, penknife & markers are my best friend~ oh of course not forgetting the mountains of files, documents, papers... i'm so working like a cow!!! *moo* if i were to be as hardworking as i was working as studying, i think i will appear right on top of the dean list...bleahh!!! i'm nuts!