"珍惜才能擁有，感恩才能天長地久"

copied & paste without the permission of hIn. i find it rather true. i also came to realised that when one gets into a comfort zone, it is rather difficult for you to get out even when you know it is not a good thing. why? coz everything tt happens, it is more or less expected & your already wounded organ will not get any worse. however when you step out of it, there are possibilities of unknown circumstances whereby it will take you unaware and end up hurting you even more. it is a rather sad thing coz soon you will find yourself not taking chances with anything or anyone anymore.

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on a side note, it's a saturday, one more day to a brand new year. i'm working and feeling very dazed. my stomach feels weird. i just want to laze in bed. bring me home someone? last night i slept in my parents' room (they are away for holiday & returning tonight.. can't wait to see them) i came to a conclusion: i like big beds, so nice & comfy. i wanna go home!!! i need to rattle on. so bear with me.

christmas came and went with lots of eating, drinking & being merry. had a nice quiet countdown followed by a visit of the lovely beach bar km8. it was simple and nice. and as i was saying, festive seasons give ppl more opportunity to EDM coz almost every other restaurant is fully booked for the occasion. i was fortunate to do tt too, however, in the comfort of the house. it was heartwarming =) my auntie was really sweet. somehow she managed to find the family photo when my dad and his siblings were all little and young. she reprinted them & framed it up for each one of the sibling. it was black & white and smth interesting, my grandma was wearing the classic beehive hairstyle. how nostalgic!

on christmas night, i watched The Holiday. how apt it was to watch it then. it was better than what i've expected it to be. the happy ending compensated for the tears that fell during the show. sometimes, when one watch sappy shows, it is comforting to hear sniffles around you coz then you'll know, you are not alone in it all by yourself. in any case, i am not a sadist.

one more day to year 2007. what are your resolutions for the new year? and i ponder what's mine...

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