it's been raining so much these days. it makes one realise how near christmas is. i have noticed christmas is always spent running through town completing last min xmas shopping through the splish-splash-sploshy wet streets. it's like the trademark of christmas in singapore. here, you get rain and elsewhere, there's snow. perhaps the one up there is trying his very best to be fair. 'shrugs'

whichever. i've watched relatively many shows, read a fair deal of books, over-worked and missing my dear friends all so much. what's happening? exams are over and holidays are in & out in the next 2 weeks but yet, no signs of my lovelies -pouts- everyone is busy, busy, busy like the little helpers of santa in this festive season.

lately, i've been thinking alot about things that matter (i think they do). frankly speaking, i am not the least sorted out. i hate the fact of that. it's long overdue & i should really take a stand. i should no longer be a push-over and be taken for granted for. however, i cannot bear to. so much for talking. well, talk is easy and action is not. i should do myself a favour. i really should.

'... You know Im such a fool for you, you got me wrapped around your finger. Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to? Do you have to let it linger?...'